Right when the afternoon starts to fade to dusk, a flock of birds swoops from tree to tree. Chattering loudly, they are present every evening in autumn and winter without out fail. Last night, the air was cold and clear and darkness was slowly descending. For awhile, I stood outside with the birds and a faint sphere of a moon, taking it in.When I went back inside, I pulled the jar of apple cider spices from the pantry and deeply breathed in the spicy, pungent scent a moment. It smelled like fall: crackling leaves, a harvest moon, bonfires, and air so cold it makes your lungs ache in the best possible way. I measured out a few tablespoons, mixed it in a pot of apple cider, and left it to simmer. I could hear my family in the living room, listening to country music and starting a fire; I joined them for a moment and watched the flames morph, interspersed with sprays of sparks. Then the apple cider was ready and we drank it in tiny sips with pursed lips, trying to prevent burned tongues but drinking it anyway because the cider smelled too good not to.
Another song came on talking about back home, hot summers, and back roads; I sang along while my face grew rosy from the flames and thought about last winter. Soon we will feel trapped by the early darkness, the long, cold nights and will try to wish the balmy summer evenings back into reality. But just then, with the fire reduced to embers and only dregs left in our cider mugs, I was grateful for a fall Friday nights like this. When I slipped into bed (heaped with an impressive pile of blankets), the last bird cawed, and with that I fell into slumber.

Just a note: thank you so much for your comments on my last post. I am so grateful and humbled by the response. ♥


the third and fourth photos are my favourite. so in love with this.
ReplyDeletei love these!! looking at the fire pictures made me warm.... and im freezing!!
ReplyDeletethose. fire. pictures. are. amazing. also, please send over some apple cider. ta.
ReplyDeleteThis is beautiful. Seriously, I love reading your posts. They are so beautiful, and my me feel all happy inside. :)
ReplyDeleteOpps, I said beautiful twice. Well, it was just so beautiful... :)
ReplyDeleteUm yes. Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. Where do you live?-- it sounds freezing!
ReplyDeleteawh, I love this. the pictures are darling! I love cider in the fall.!
ReplyDelete(i'm obsessed with the color of your nail polish, too cute!)
Beautiful post! I love bonfires and apple cider so reading this put me in a very happy mood. I love your fire pictures. I have been looking forward to a bonfire tomorrow night and taking photos so it was nice to see your amazing pictures.
ReplyDelete~Rachel Keeth
I really really love this. Your words are really so beautiful and vivid. They draw me in. Also, your pictures? Absolutely amazing.
ReplyDeleteBlessings!
-Madi
P.S. I like your nail polish. :)
Wow, those shots are gorgeous! And paired with your words--just wow. You paint a beautiful picture.
ReplyDeletebeautiful beautiful beautiful. your photos make me feel at home.
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I love this, sweet lady. Just beautiful. :) love you. xoxo
ReplyDeleteLovely, just lovely. :) You're a wonderful writer, Carlotta. Keep it up!
ReplyDeleteOh, these shots are some of your best!! AMAZING! xo
ReplyDeletethese are amazing pictures! your writing is lovely as well, i could picture the scene so beautifully :) xx
ReplyDelete-Jianine
Beautiful post, as always! Your writing is just so elegant!
ReplyDeleteI love your writing it is so beautiful! Also your pictures are so gorgeous.
ReplyDeletethese are so pretty, Carlotta! apple cider spices are the best. :) {and I think I have that exact same nail polish... Jordana?} ;) xx
ReplyDeleteApple cider is one of my favorite things about fall.
ReplyDeleteYou have photographed the firelight so wonderfully. What settings did you use? It's magical.
ReplyDeleteI think I've fallen in love and died over your words & photographs. Love the cinnamon stick in the mug of cider, and those turquoise nails sure look superb.
ReplyDeleteJust lovely, sounds like a perfect autumn evening in by the fire
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Lovely pictures, and your writings are so beautiful!
ReplyDeletethose pictures of the fire are breathtaking. lovely words, c. xo
ReplyDeleteYou are such a fantastic writer and photographer! (I love the bonfire pictures, they're very lovely.)
ReplyDelete-Abigail
This is simply beautiful, that's all. You capture the sweet moments in life so perfectly.
ReplyDeleteoh my goodness. so perfect.
ReplyDeleteThese pictures are seriously. just. so. beautiful. xo
ReplyDeletethis made my heart thump. this is beautiful stuff.
ReplyDeleteOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH you are so good!!!! I LOVE YOUR BLOG!!!!
ReplyDeleteoh gee this is beeeautiful. and I swear this has nothing to do with being a pyromaniac, but those photos make me so happy. gorg.
ReplyDeleteWoah. This is utterly amazing. <3
ReplyDeleteThat apple cider good ness sounds amazing...and those fire shots?! Just love them Carlotta :)
ReplyDeleteSuch great, sweet words. And at your age, too! You have a talent dear.
ReplyDeleteThis is so awesome! I love it!
ReplyDeleteAmazing pics!
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ReplyDeleteSo beautiful! love this.
ReplyDeletethe window picture makes my heart burst with so much feeling.
ReplyDeleteOh. My. Goodness. Those words just grabbed me and held me in a trance. They are so, so, so beautiful.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful.
ReplyDeletejust perfect.
ReplyDeleteYou are such an amazing poet!
ReplyDeleteHi Carlotta, this is off-topic of your post, but I was remembering that you once mentioned somewhere that you used apple cider vinegar on your face. What was the other product you used with it? I'm sorry it's off-topic, but I wanted to try it and couldn't remember where I found that.
ReplyDeleteNo worries! I use baking soda as an exfoliant a couple times a week.
DeleteI love the window/lamp photo, so warm and Autumny. :) And that fire, oh my, so sparkling.
ReplyDeletewhat pretty pictures of the fire crackling. my fav.
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